26 novembre 2011

Here I Am

Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.
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Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.Don't eat.

Drasticamente rivoglio il mio controllo.
Rivoglio il peso che cala.
Il brontolio dello stomaco.
Le forze che mancano.
Saziarmi con acqua, caffè e sigarette.
Dire "no" alle persone.
Dire "no" al cibo.

Da adesso fino a mercoledì 30 (compreso)..semi-digiuno.
Colazione con tè verde senza zucchero.
Pranzo con aria di fumo.
Cena con yogurt bianco magro...solo 50kcal.

Devo farlo.
Lo voglio fare.
Se riesco a non cadere per questi 5 giorni..
..riuscirò ad avere la forza d'animo per continuare.
Spero di riavere il controllo.

Se invece fallisco...bhè...non prometto niente!!
Non sono molto propensa alla mia sopravvivenza.

Cercherò di aggiornare ogni giorno.
Anche se parlerò da sola.
Mi rivolgerò alla me stessa debole.

Un saluto Irene...Astrid è qui.

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